So Halloween was a bit of a damper with a new countrywide lockdown being put in place. I'm 6 months along so there's no reason for me to go out and I'm borderline third trimester which puts me in the highly vulnerable category. I shouldn't be going out anyways, I should just stay in for my own safety. That's the right thing to do and it's pretty much what I've done throughout, being lucky enough to work from home. Even knowing these things, all of this still makes me feel extremely sad. It's difficult to know why but I suddenly feel listless and lost and... Things aren't getting better, they're getting worse. The future feels very scary and I've only just considered that at some point I'm going to have to go through labour. I know that's dumb, but that whole taking it one day at a time thing has fried my brain.
I've been working through TV shows. It turns out I haven't seen as much Bob's Burgers as I originally thought so I'm marking them as unwatched. I also burned through, Emily in Paris, The Witcher and Succession (the latter of which I only have a couple episodes left of). I also made a supreme effort to watch spooky movies in honour of the season. I'm terrible at scary stuff so I felt super proud. This month has gone by extremely quickly in hindsight.
October
1/10 Bob’s Burgers (1)
2/10 Succession (1) Searching for Sugarman (2012)
4/10 Cure (1997) Bob’s Burgers (1) Emily in Paris (3) Vicki Cristina Barcelona (2008)
5/10 Emily in Paris (4) Bob’s Burgers (1) Kiss the Ground (2020)
6/10 Bob’s Burgers (1) Emily in Paris (1) Great British Bake Off (1)
7/10 Emily in Paris (2) Succession (1) Little Joe (2019)
8/10 The Witcher (1) Bob’s Burgers (1) When Harry Met Sally (1989)
9/10 Bob’s Burgers (1) The Boys (1) Big (1988)
10/10 Doughnut Economics: Seven Ways to Think Like a 21st-Century Economist Kate Raworth (2017) 293p Two/One (2019) Dredd (2012) Bob’s Burgers (1) Knives Out (2019)
11/10 Bob’s Burgers (1) Perrier’s Bounty (2009) Notting Hill (1999) Inheritance (2020)
12/10 The Witcher (1) Succession (1) Suspicion (1941)
13/10 The Witcher (1) Robin Hood: Men in Tights (1993) Great British Bake Off (1)
14/10 The Witcher (1) Bob’s Burgers (1) Daniel Isn’t Real (2019)
15/10 The Witcher (1) Bob’s Burgers (2) Hubie Halloween (2020)
16/10 The Witcher (1) Succession (1) The Trial of the Chicago Seven (2020)
17/10 Labor Pains (2009) Bob’s Burgers (1) Just Mercy (2019) Strictly Come Dancing (1)
18/10 She Dies Tomorrow (2020) M (1931) Bob’s Burgers (1) Nocturne (2020)
19/10 Cardcaptor Sakura (1) Bob’s Burgers (1) Underwater (2020)
20/10 Cardcaptor Sakura (2) Bob’s Burgers (1) End of Summer (2013) Great British Bake Off (1)
21/10 Adams Family Values (1993)
22/10 It’s Always Sunny in Philadelphia (1) Bob’s Burgers (1) Sleepy Hollow (1999)
23/10 Borat Subsequent Moviefilm (2020)
24/10 On the Rocks (2020) Rebecca (2020) Bob’s Burgers (2) Strictly Come Dancing (1)
25/10 The Human Planet: How We Created the Anthropocene Simon L Lewis and Mark A Maslin (2018) 414p Succession (1) The Other Lamb (2019) Bob’s Burgers (1) The Deer Hunter (1978)
26/10 Succession: Season 2 (1) The Haunting of Hill House (1) The Invitation (2015)
27/10 Bob’s Burgers (3) Succession (1) Great British Bake Off (1)
28/10 Succession (1) The Haunting of Hill House (1) The Perfection (2018)
29/10 The Haunting of Hill House (1) Bob’s Burgers (1) In Fabric (2018)
30/10 Succession (1) Bob’s Burgers (1) What We Do in the Shadows (2014)
31/10 Succession (4) Bob’s Burgers (2) Strictly Come Dancing (1)
