March 2024

 I haven't got much more to say at the moment. My family has gone through a tough week, we all shared a tummy bug and it involved a lot of feeling wiped out and prone and the evacuation of all our insides. We're just about recovered and I feel like there's no reprieve, just constantly moving forward. It's fine, I'm just tired.

March

3/3 Lilo & Stitch (2002)
4/3 The Making of Priscilla (2023) Priscilla (2023)
6/3 Frozen (2013)
10/3 Tangled (2010)
17/3 Frozen (2013)
19/2 The Big Short
20/3 Frozen (2013)
21/3 Road House (2024)
24/3 The Breakfast Club (1985)
26/3 Ghostbusters: Frozen Empire (2024)
27/3 Frozen (2013)
29/3 Frozen II (2019) Chinatown (1974)
30/3 Damsel (2024)
31/3 Frozen (2013) Frozen Fever (2015) The Beautiful Game (2024)

February 2024

I'm so behind on this, looking back this list feels like it was last year. Baby is encroaching on 9 months and she's at that stage where she's responsive and laughing and clapping and thankfully not too interested in moving about too much. She just sits and takes it all in and smashes items together. Weaning started off as a nightmare but we're muddling through. I'm back at work and everything is starting to fall into place. I still have a wobble now and then but it's starting to feel a bit more like I'm on stable footing rather than adrift.

Also, assume I watched Love Island All Stars but I didn't keep up with it. Same with Celebrity Big Brother. I realised I didn't end up having the time or energy for any of that nonsense. Final Fantasy VII Rebirth came out and all my time has been sunk into that, hence why this is so late.  

February

1/2 Love Island All Stars (2)
2/2 The Prince & Me (2004)
3/2 National Treasure (2004)
4/2 Grounded II: Making The Last of Us Part II (2024)
6/2 Gone in Sixty Seconds (2000)
9/2 I.S.S. (2023)
10/2 Upgraded (2024)
11/2 Sleeping Beauty (1959) Anyone But You (2023)
12/2 A Grand Romantic Gesture (2022)
13/2 American Fiction (2023)
14/2 Moana (2016) Set It Up (2018)
15/2 Players (2024) Float (2023)
17/2 Crossroads (2002)
18/2 Tangled (2010)
19/2 Mission: Impossible - Dead Reckoning Part One (2023) Sitting in Bars with Cake (2023) Puppy Love (2023)
20/2 The Year of Spectacular Men (2017)
21/2 The Disappearance of Eleanor Rigby: Them (2014) The Zone of Interest (2023)
23/2 All of Us Strangers (2023)
25/2 For Ellen (2012)
26/2 The Red Shoes (1948) Lars and the Real Girl (2007)
27/2 Monday (2020)
28/2 Thomas & Friends: Race for the Sodor Cup (2021)

January 2024

It feels like I'm on a precipice, again. Baby is starting at nursery today, I'm going back to work soon. We're going to start finding a new routine, a new normal. It feels like a moment in time where things are starting to fall into place. I feel dizzy. 

January

1/1 Dream Scenario (2023)
2/1 Small Soldiers (1998)
3/1 Our Friend (2019)
4/1 Queenpins (2021)
5/1 28 Days (2000)
7/1 Lilo & Stitch (2002) 28 Days Later (2002) The Traitors (1)
8/1 The Traitors (2)
9/1 The Lodge (2019) Money Monster (2016)
10/1 Napoleon (2023)11/1 About My Father (2023) The Traitors (1)
12/1 Role Play (2023) Peppermint (2018) The Traitors (1)
13/1 Lilo & Stich (2002) Sunshine Cleaning (2008) Down With Love (2003)
14/1 Self Reliance (2023)
15/1 The Traitors (1) American Splendor (2003)
16/1 Bitconned (2024)
17/1 Tangled (2010) Love Island All Stars (1)
18/1 The Traitors (1) Love Island All Stars (1) We Broke Up (2021)
19/1 The Traitors (1) The Descendants (2011)
20/1 The Traitors (1) In a World... (2013)
21/1 Next Goal Wins (2023)
22/1 Love Island All Stars (1) Wonka (2023) Good Grief (2023)
23/1 Love Island All Stars (1) Hot Pursuit (2015) Shooting for Socrates (2014)
24/1 Tangled (2010) Lift (2024)
25/1 Frances Ha (2012) The Traitors (1) The Kindness of Strangers (2019) The Kitchen (2023)
26/1 Loveless (1981) Rustin (2023) The Traitors (2)
27/1 Bottoms (2023)
28/1 Mad Money (2008)
29/1 Love Island All Stars (1)
31/1 Ferrari (2023)

December 2023

 I keep putting off doing this because I keep feeling like it's such a waste of time and effort to copy and paste and embolden things and just put it out there... Like what's the point? Why am I doing this? 
For posterity! I guess. So some day I can look back and I can see this. Because life is just an endless catalogue of experiences and it's nice to know I've gotten this stuff written down. It's just for me right?
If it's not obvious I'm very tired and tilting into a bad place but I'm optimistic things will improve, including my mood. Baby is 6 months old and toddler is nearly 3 years old. We've been watching movies together over the winter, that was nice. The holidays were hard. I'm just happy to be here and trying to get by. I'm lucky. I'm grateful. I'm incredibly tired.

December

1/12 The Party's Just Beginning (2018) Inspector Ike (2020)
2/12 Outside In (2017) The Nanny Diaries (2007)
3/12 Thomas & Friends: Race for the Sodor Cup (2021) May December (2023) Doctor Who: Wild Blue Yonder (1)
5/12 Elf (2003) The Holdovers (2023)
6/12 Theater Camp (2023)
7/12 Focus (2015)
8/12 Rock Hudson: All that Heaven Allowed (2023) Elemental (2023)
9/12 Leave the World Behind (2023)
10/12 A Tiger in Paradise (2023) The Suicide Squad (2021) Doctor Who: The Giggle (2023)
11/12 Sr. (2022)
12/12 Love the Coopers (2015)
13/12 Thomas & Friends: Race for the Sodor Cup (2021) Might Express: A Mighty Christmas (2020) Godmothered (2020) Falling for Christmas (2022)
14/12 Killers of the Flower Moon (2023)
17/12 Lilo & Stitch (2002)
20/12 Panda! Go Panda! (1972)
22/12 Panda! Go Panda! (1972)
23/12 Lilo & Stitch (2002)
23/12 Priscilla (2023)
25/12 Maestro (2023)
26/12 Ponyo (2008)
27/12 Saltburn (2023) Doctor Who: The Church on Ruby Road (2023)
28/12 Rebel Moon - Part One: A Child of Fire (2023)
29/12 Silent Night (2023) Finding Nemo (2003)
31/12 How to Have Sex (2023) Lilo & Stitch (2002) The Super Mario Bros. Movie (2023)