December 2023

 I keep putting off doing this because I keep feeling like it's such a waste of time and effort to copy and paste and embolden things and just put it out there... Like what's the point? Why am I doing this? 
For posterity! I guess. So some day I can look back and I can see this. Because life is just an endless catalogue of experiences and it's nice to know I've gotten this stuff written down. It's just for me right?
If it's not obvious I'm very tired and tilting into a bad place but I'm optimistic things will improve, including my mood. Baby is 6 months old and toddler is nearly 3 years old. We've been watching movies together over the winter, that was nice. The holidays were hard. I'm just happy to be here and trying to get by. I'm lucky. I'm grateful. I'm incredibly tired.

December

1/12 The Party's Just Beginning (2018) Inspector Ike (2020)
2/12 Outside In (2017) The Nanny Diaries (2007)
3/12 Thomas & Friends: Race for the Sodor Cup (2021) May December (2023) Doctor Who: Wild Blue Yonder (1)
5/12 Elf (2003) The Holdovers (2023)
6/12 Theater Camp (2023)
7/12 Focus (2015)
8/12 Rock Hudson: All that Heaven Allowed (2023) Elemental (2023)
9/12 Leave the World Behind (2023)
10/12 A Tiger in Paradise (2023) The Suicide Squad (2021) Doctor Who: The Giggle (2023)
11/12 Sr. (2022)
12/12 Love the Coopers (2015)
13/12 Thomas & Friends: Race for the Sodor Cup (2021) Might Express: A Mighty Christmas (2020) Godmothered (2020) Falling for Christmas (2022)
14/12 Killers of the Flower Moon (2023)
17/12 Lilo & Stitch (2002)
20/12 Panda! Go Panda! (1972)
22/12 Panda! Go Panda! (1972)
23/12 Lilo & Stitch (2002)
23/12 Priscilla (2023)
25/12 Maestro (2023)
26/12 Ponyo (2008)
27/12 Saltburn (2023) Doctor Who: The Church on Ruby Road (2023)
28/12 Rebel Moon - Part One: A Child of Fire (2023)
29/12 Silent Night (2023) Finding Nemo (2003)
31/12 How to Have Sex (2023) Lilo & Stitch (2002) The Super Mario Bros. Movie (2023)